Sudden plurality noodle.

[kiya]

I've been manifesting a great deal as discrete aspects rather than gestalt lately. ("Lately" defined approximately as "the last month and a half".)

In roughly the same time period, I have been having significant difficulties producing language: not only have I been losing words more frequently (and a wider variety of parts of speech), but my paragraphs have been significantly more reluctant to allow me to wrestle them into submission than is usual.

Hypothesis: consistent, coherent language production may be a byproduct of synthesis. Situations that keep me out of gestalt for a significant length of time disrupt the channels that enable me to form comprehensible verbalisation.

On the bright side, I'm still much better at generating text than I am at generating spoken language, though that text is punctuated with "thingy" with somewhat distressing frequency. And I can count on Darkhawk for verbiage, so long as it's on a meta-topic and I don't mind polysyllabic ravings.

Comments

[ginabeena.livejournal.com]

Unfortunately I think when you're learning about each other and all that, stuff like this often comes with the territory. At first we could not work together or co-front either, but gradually we worked it out so we could. Not to say that you HAVE to do something like that of course, just saying that if it's something you think would help, it gets easier as things go along. Your husband sounds like a nice guy. Does he make you brownies and stuff? If so he is even nicer!

Now the other situation is differnet of course. Does your boyfriend know about Silver? Naturally it really does help if other people are patient and understanding during times like this, like if they understand that it's someone who CAN'T speak to them, not that you're trying to give them the silent treatment or something. It really does get frustrating doesn't it? But good luck! From all of us!