Sudden plurality noodle.

[kiya]

I've been manifesting a great deal as discrete aspects rather than gestalt lately. ("Lately" defined approximately as "the last month and a half".)

In roughly the same time period, I have been having significant difficulties producing language: not only have I been losing words more frequently (and a wider variety of parts of speech), but my paragraphs have been significantly more reluctant to allow me to wrestle them into submission than is usual.

Hypothesis: consistent, coherent language production may be a byproduct of synthesis. Situations that keep me out of gestalt for a significant length of time disrupt the channels that enable me to form comprehensible verbalisation.

On the bright side, I'm still much better at generating text than I am at generating spoken language, though that text is punctuated with "thingy" with somewhat distressing frequency. And I can count on Darkhawk for verbiage, so long as it's on a meta-topic and I don't mind polysyllabic ravings.

Comments

[ksol1460.livejournal.com]

We have a little of the same sort of thing -- choosing what to say. We don't have the "constant voices" problem either, never did -- like zaphkiel said we thought we were faking the whole thing for that reason. Mostly what we hear sounds more like radio stations.

One other thing that occurs to me is what about other languages? A lot of groups have a personal language among themselves, and frontrunners may not be familiar with it.