An assortment of thingies makes a thingy

I may get aura-only migraines now? I don't know? I haven't gotten the serious pain ones frequently since I stopped trying to work business hours so I thought they'd abated but maybe I just get the weird shit without the pain? This thought brought to you by yawning so hard this morning I saw the flashy blue sparklies that are usually attached to brainsplitting agony, and also asking jenett.

But it might explain why I haven't been able to force myself to eat much for the last few days, because there has been no appetite and also just augh. I have applied calories, but rather grudgingly. And my concentration has been entirely ass, as they say.

Today sucked slugs through a straw. For several complicated reasons that I don't want to get into here because I'm still too deeply hurt by it all to make useful commentary (I have done a lot of venting at someone who can fix the several problems involved and been praised for shouting useful words). I think we have another bottle of cope in the medicine storage, I drained the last of that bottle dealing with the meltdown.

Had a lovely time with Deliria game last night; cancelled running my game today because one of the players is having a political meltdown and while I was recovered enough to run I am not gonna turn down the not-having-to-run-a-game after a day spent constantly on the brink of something.

ER may have grown into sleeping in her own bed though of course now I've said that she'll be in here in twenty minutes.

Update to last

Actually it took ER 41 minutes to make it to my bed from posting time. :P

This week is fired

The car accident I didn't have was much much worse than the one that actually happened!

Scene: I am in the cut-corner right turn lane preparing to merge onto the new street.

Ahead of me, I see, rounding the curve, an SUV go over the yellow line and I slow down to give them space to correct back onto their side of the damn road, which they do not remotely do, instead treating the oncoming traffic lane as if it were a left turn lane.

I stop, avoiding the headon collision that would have happened had I actually merged onto new street.

Elderly gentleman in a UPS uniform behind me also stops but, due to the sogginess of the road, slides gently into my back bumper.

White SUV Asshole pulls up to the light, still on the wrong side of the yellow line, as UPS Grandpa and I pull over to clear out of the way of traffic and mutually inspect cars. There is no damage, not even a paint scratch, so I say more or less, "Look, I think we're okay here, I don't see any damage" and he thanks me for not Karening out on him because he'd be automatically at fault if I did, and we mutually agree to just damn well go home.

I explain White SUV Asshole's actions to UPS Grandpa so that we can both boggle at the incompetence of people trying to get themselves and others maimed.

Then we damn well go home.

And I found some of the nice lemon hummus in the basement storage when I went looking for sour cream and that's actually food lately so I had a reasonable sort of light food and now I'm going to go up to my room and do some tidying and work and play games because I have been liberated from afternoon errands due to excessive WTF.