I may get aura-only migraines now? I don't know? I haven't gotten the serious pain ones frequently since I stopped trying to work business hours so I thought they'd abated but maybe I just get the weird shit without the pain? This thought brought to you by yawning so hard this morning I saw the flashy blue sparklies that are usually attached to brainsplitting agony, and also asking ![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
jenett.
But it might explain why I haven't been able to force myself to eat much for the last few days, because there has been no appetite and also just augh. I have applied calories, but rather grudgingly. And my concentration has been entirely ass, as they say.
Today sucked slugs through a straw. For several complicated reasons that I don't want to get into here because I'm still too deeply hurt by it all to make useful commentary (I have done a lot of venting at someone who can fix the several problems involved and been praised for shouting useful words). I think we have another bottle of cope in the medicine storage, I drained the last of that bottle dealing with the meltdown.
Had a lovely time with Deliria game last night; cancelled running my game today because one of the players is having a political meltdown and while I was recovered enough to run I am not gonna turn down the not-having-to-run-a-game after a day spent constantly on the brink of something.
ER may have grown into sleeping in her own bed though of course now I've said that she'll be in here in twenty minutes.
jenett.But it might explain why I haven't been able to force myself to eat much for the last few days, because there has been no appetite and also just augh. I have applied calories, but rather grudgingly. And my concentration has been entirely ass, as they say.
Today sucked slugs through a straw. For several complicated reasons that I don't want to get into here because I'm still too deeply hurt by it all to make useful commentary (I have done a lot of venting at someone who can fix the several problems involved and been praised for shouting useful words). I think we have another bottle of cope in the medicine storage, I drained the last of that bottle dealing with the meltdown.
Had a lovely time with Deliria game last night; cancelled running my game today because one of the players is having a political meltdown and while I was recovered enough to run I am not gonna turn down the not-having-to-run-a-game after a day spent constantly on the brink of something.
ER may have grown into sleeping in her own bed though of course now I've said that she'll be in here in twenty minutes.