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[kiya]

If I blow enough coaligned music through the emotional circuits that are making me shake like this, do you think maybe that I'll short out whatever it is that means if I stand still I vibrate with the effort of repressing violent motion?

(It seems that grounding out some of the energy surplus makes at least one of the cats run away, tail inflated. . .)

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[linenoise.livejournal.com]

The only times I've had that kind of surplus energy, the only thing that ever really *helped* was beating the stuffing out of my punching bag. I'm not sure what I'd do if that came up here. Go to the gym, maybe.

Music amplifies, for me. I dunno.

::offers lightning rod, and calming vibes::

[kiya]

It amplifies, yeah.

Thing is, I don't always work well moving energy around that originates in me.

So I pulled in energy that I can tap easily, and that was close in vibe to the energy I was trying to deal with.

And I grounded it out, all the energy I could get. Because they were similar types, cohesion pulled some of the other stuff out.

Enough iterations, I'm not vibrating anymore.

Just . . . tired. . . .

[linenoise.livejournal.com]

That does sound like a very tiring way to go about it, yeah.

Wish I had better suggestions.

[kiya]

Porlly stupid, too. Been fighting a cold. . .

Oh well.