One of these days . . .

[kiya]

. . . I'll learn that there are some things I should just never do when I'm in a depressive period, because there's no way in hell they can do anything that will enhance my state of mind rather than damaging it . . .

(Meh.)

A room without a view
Unveils the truth so soon
And when the sun goes down
You've lost what you had--
What do I get out of this?
I always try, I always miss. . .

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[marykaykare.livejournal.com]

So sorry to hear you're feeling depressed. Is it SAD? Since moving to Seattle I've bought a light box and it seems to help some. Also hearing from my non-communicative friend helped no doubt. He apologized handsomely for not answering emails or returning phone calls. Didn't adress anything substantive mind you, but at least he's not pissed off and not speaking to me and I know that now. Which also helped.

Just a little over a month until Boskone. That help?

MKK

[kiya]

Harrum. Need to figure out if I'm going to Boskone this year. Actually, arguably first I need to figure out if I'm going to Arisia, since sstaten is arriving to attend that next week.

I don't think it's SAD; while I suspect I'm slightly seasonal-affective, it seems to manifest itself mostly as hibernation through the winter months, and I'm actually not doing as much of that as I have in years past. (Hm. I wonder if that's because of the vitamins that mean the clinical depression doesn't hit as often or as badly.) I think it's a bunch of situational stuff interacting with the fact that I haven't had an actual downturn in a while. Also, I suspect I may have a cold, which can't help.

Hey, I'm glad you finally heard back from him; that's a long time to wonder what the hell is going on. I hope he's willing to deal with stuff of substance soon.

That was alliterative.