Bleah.

[kiya]

I'm trying to figure out if I climbed up out of my hole far enough that I can hit a point-at-which-I-can't-take-anymore going down again, or if I've found the bottom of a new barrel to scrape.



But horray, hooray. I've taken my fucking vitamins.

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[mittelbar.livejournal.com]

As Xiphias said, it's different for everyone. Sometimes it was OK for me when I was in the black hole to have someone come by and drag me out for a bit. Not for fun. Not for long. Just for out. And then back. It didn't hurt if they loaded the dishwasher while they were at it.

But they'd better not expect any gratitude.

[kiya]

Kevin and I did Out last week. We went to the mall looking for sandals. I was proud of me. We went to the pet store and ogled birdies and snakies, and to the mall and failed to find any sandals, and to dinner at Fuddruckers, and to Home Depot to buy a flowerpot, and I was completely twitchy staring-at-the-walls-freaked-out-drained by the time we were done, but I Had Gone Out.

I was tired yesterday, but I made pierogies at keshwyn's place, which has a much nicer kitchen than mine, and food meditation good. Then I got home and melted down for unrelated reasons, but it was nice to be better for a bit and actually be able to contribute to game.

I think the dishwasher wants unloading, though. Hrum.

completely twitchy staring- at-the-walls-freaked-out-drained

[mittelbar.livejournal.com]

That does sound like a bit too much Out. :-/

Re: completely twitchy staring- at-the-walls-freaked-out-drained

[kiya]

Yeah. But there was stuff that needed to be done when I was both Out and Remembering The Stuff. So getting it done and being twitchy was better than not getting it done, I figured.

[keshwyn]

*huggle*

Was good gaming with you. I do think you should get Out more, but not Out where there's lots of mundanes - they only seem to depress you. Is there a park anyplace nearby you? Can you make it down to the beach?