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I'm doing marginally better than I was earlier, but . . . well, that doesn't take much in the grand scheme of things. Found bits of happy again, at least. Also found sinus headache.
Need to do a Four Fires playlist project. I suspect that's one I can use "Ground" for. Current Four Fires diagnostic:
I should have done this before the explodey to see how the confusion was affecting things; currently clearly masked. (And the music player has declared that it's a lot, it's a lot, it's a lot like life. Heh. ... oh, and now it's playing "Survivors".) Will have to do another diagnostic when I get my mellow unharshed.
Early sleep now. Didn't get enough sleep last night; too much emotional turmoil made for not-sleeping birdie.
Need to do a Four Fires playlist project. I suspect that's one I can use "Ground" for. Current Four Fires diagnostic:
- Ember: 9 Pentacles (inverted): worry clouds stability; desolation; so-close-but-yet-so-far; take time developing
Flame: 10 Pentacles (inverted): stability too dependent on externalities [ed. comment: no shit]
Arc: 9 Wands (inverted): at wit's end, dangerously low energy
Starfire: The Lovers: balance and comfort [ed. note: heh]
I should have done this before the explodey to see how the confusion was affecting things; currently clearly masked. (And the music player has declared that it's a lot, it's a lot, it's a lot like life. Heh. ... oh, and now it's playing "Survivors".) Will have to do another diagnostic when I get my mellow unharshed.
Early sleep now. Didn't get enough sleep last night; too much emotional turmoil made for not-sleeping birdie.
