Argh.

[kiya]

Gnargh.

I really could do with a long meditation sequence and a full-bore Daily Rite right now. Just to address the godawfulness of my day and get rid of this stress headache. And maybe get a little comfort, if They're so inclined.

I can't meet the ritual requirements. And I'm not going to sabotage the effectiveness of the Rite by ignoring that and trying to do a full-depth ritual and trance state. Bugger biology.

And my damned head hurts too much for me to be able to come up with a secular ritual that might have at least the same centering effects. Can't string two thoughts together in a row without my forehead falling off.

Half of this headache has got to be stress from controlling front more than I do normally, too, but I can't let that go, because I don't know how. I might think about this later when I can, uh, actually think, because Silver's down deep enough that I can't actually find her at the moment, and I'm realising that this is a normal stress response for the system, and I don't know if that's functional or not.

Blug.

Comments

[ardaniel]

I know it's not the full Rite that you're in need of, but would praying outside of shrine perhaps alert the Names to your needs and bring you some comfort, at least?

Hugs if you want them. :/

[kiya]

Hugs are all to the good.

I was going to light a candle and some incense and at least get some of that good stuff, but then a cat sat down on my chest, and I'm highly susceptible to the feline mind control rays and thus moving to do that is more effort than it's worth right now.

Yay kitty snuggles, at least.

[mindways]

*hug*

*hughug*

*HUUUUUG*

*hug*