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Gnargh.
I really could do with a long meditation sequence and a full-bore Daily Rite right now. Just to address the godawfulness of my day and get rid of this stress headache. And maybe get a little comfort, if They're so inclined.
I can't meet the ritual requirements. And I'm not going to sabotage the effectiveness of the Rite by ignoring that and trying to do a full-depth ritual and trance state. Bugger biology.
And my damned head hurts too much for me to be able to come up with a secular ritual that might have at least the same centering effects. Can't string two thoughts together in a row without my forehead falling off.
Half of this headache has got to be stress from controlling front more than I do normally, too, but I can't let that go, because I don't know how. I might think about this later when I can, uh, actually think, because Silver's down deep enough that I can't actually find her at the moment, and I'm realising that this is a normal stress response for the system, and I don't know if that's functional or not.
Blug.
I really could do with a long meditation sequence and a full-bore Daily Rite right now. Just to address the godawfulness of my day and get rid of this stress headache. And maybe get a little comfort, if They're so inclined.
I can't meet the ritual requirements. And I'm not going to sabotage the effectiveness of the Rite by ignoring that and trying to do a full-depth ritual and trance state. Bugger biology.
And my damned head hurts too much for me to be able to come up with a secular ritual that might have at least the same centering effects. Can't string two thoughts together in a row without my forehead falling off.
Half of this headache has got to be stress from controlling front more than I do normally, too, but I can't let that go, because I don't know how. I might think about this later when I can, uh, actually think, because Silver's down deep enough that I can't actually find her at the moment, and I'm realising that this is a normal stress response for the system, and I don't know if that's functional or not.
Blug.
