In a word: shit.

[kiya]

I've never been so worked up about a problem before that I want to safeword out of attempts to resolve it.

And unfortunately, I'm pretty sure that this means that actually safewording out would be a bad idea.

(Something this nasty as one of the lurking monsters in my head that jumps out on me when I'm unprepared for it is a prospect I do not want to contemplate.)

I go bed. Maybe I'll sleep. Maybe I'll wake up further away from the brink. That would be nice.

Comments

[griffen.livejournal.com]

*offers supportive energy in form of your choice: hugs, tea, sympathy, and/or energy*

It will get better.

[browngirl.livejournal.com]

What he said. Good luck and all.

A.

[sstaten.livejournal.com]

:: Hug ::

[keshwyn]

*hug* Give you real ones when I see you tonight.

[papersky.livejournal.com]

You lose prepositions as well as nouns? Or were you just going mahe, eh?

I hope you wake up refreshed.

[jinian.livejournal.com]

Luck for sleep-moving, esteemed person.

[sashajwolf.livejournal.com]

Oh dear, that sounds nasty. I hope it works out.

[slackananda.livejournal.com]

If it's any consolation, "sri syadasti" is no longer an unlinked interest. I added it tonight and went to check on it. Found you were the only other one. Perhaps others will catch on....

[kiya]

*giggle* Yay!