I remember feeling when I was having B that the boundaries of my personhood were dissolving - not in a bad way, but still in a way that would have made functioning difficult if it hadn't receded. Fortunately it did, eventually. Or perhaps "washed over me" is better than receded, because it certainly didn't leave me unchanged. In the long run, I think it left me more stable, but it sure didn't feel that way while it was happening.
Which is to say, I think this is all within the range of normal, and probably okay, and likely to pass :-)
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Date: 2009-09-14 11:44 am (UTC)I remember feeling when I was having B that the boundaries of my personhood were dissolving - not in a bad way, but still in a way that would have made functioning difficult if it hadn't receded. Fortunately it did, eventually. Or perhaps "washed over me" is better than receded, because it certainly didn't leave me unchanged. In the long run, I think it left me more stable, but it sure didn't feel that way while it was happening.
Which is to say, I think this is all within the range of normal, and probably okay, and likely to pass :-)