Flames of Incandescent Terror

[kiya]

"Think not that I am come to send peace on earth: I came not to send peace, but a sword."

Love is radical.

It is time for us to acknowledge that our love is an act of war.

It seems distasteful to say. It feels wrong. Our love, our lives, our nurtured gardens and families, we say, these are not weapons. These are not acts of violence. To us, they are not.

Love is radical.

Love is radical, and I light a candle to shed red-glass light on Lilitu's owl-clawed feet, because today I am a child of the Mother of Demons. My love will shake the world, fan out like the peacock fan that spreads behind Her and glows in the firelight in honor of strife and compassion.

Love is radical, and its tears will extinguish Hell, but only if we burn with it. It is not enough to love quietly, mousily, in the safe spaces, because love is radically unsafe. Love will throw you through Hell and walk with you on the hike out. Love does not let you hide behind walls, it will slice you open, it will make you bleed.

Love is an act of blood. Love is an act of bone. It is your breath.

I am a child of the Mother of Demons. My love will rip up the foundations of the world if need be. It will tear apart your safe spaces. It will not let me be silent. My love is a claimed conspiracy to riot stashed in a jail cell awaiting judgement in Minnesota. My love does not wait for a permit or follow an established route. It is here now there then always not with a whimper but a bang and if your world is ending for it then remember that love will divide your families, set kith against kith and kin against kin, that you were warned and said you believed.

I am a child of the Mother of Demons. My love roars like the hollow wind. My love comes for the children. It does not listen to the doors. My love sees people married without checking their genitalia at the door, without evaluating the colour of their skin, without seeing if they have a hollowness that will be filled with a baby. My love sings and screams and goes to the ballot box dancing with the joy of holiness.

I am a child of the Mother of Demons. I walk a warrior path of love, and follow the song of my heart. I hold sunlight in my right hand and shadow and storm in my left, and am born of the serpent's dance with the falcon. I have the restored Eye and I offer it to you, that you may live.

I am a child of the Mother of Demons. I am one of the ones to fear, who goes stealthy through today in my cat-print pyjamas passing for one of you normal ones, the sane ones, the pretty children who went to school and then to the university and got put in boxes and came out all the same. I am the pervert among you, the polytheist, the deviant, the one whose world is wider than you can face, I stand at the open door in the desert from which there is no return.

There is no male or female, no free or slave, no line of race or creed or colour in love. Fear me, for I love you.


[ Apologies to those who get it twice. It matters enough to risk my semi-anonymity on the blog. ]

Comments

[labrys6.livejournal.com]

As one who loves the look of those little owl clawed feet...and who sees them in the feet of her favorite four-footed pets, I will stand beside you in your war, and be your sister at arms. Because love does not look before it leaps.....and should no have to do so.

[duane-kc.livejournal.com]

That is beautiful. Thank you.

[pierceheart.livejournal.com]

Molon labe, motherfuckers!

[luellon.livejournal.com]

Wonderful. Amazing.

Thank you.

[fierceawakening.livejournal.com]

wow

[eldriwolf.livejournal.com]

Oh, Very nice!
thank you

[freyaw.livejournal.com]

If I were to quote this, how would you prefer I attribute your words? What name would you choose to have me say wrote these words? Specifically, these words resonated with me:
"Love is radical, and its tears will extinguish Hell, but only if we burn with it. It is not enough to love quietly, mousily, in the safe spaces, because love is radically unsafe. Love will throw you through Hell and walk with you on the hike out. Love does not let you hide behind walls, it will slice you open, it will make you bleed.
And I want to save them where they can continue to resonate with me, and perhaps with other people - who may come looking.

[kiya]

If you put it on LJ, link back here; otherwise you can attribute to Kiya N.

[malakhgabriel.livejournal.com]

Holy fuck...

[linenoise.livejournal.com]

I am not sure in the least what to make of this. And yet, it has a cadence that resonates, and imagery that lights my brain on fire.

I shall have to think more upon it when I am not half dead with sleep, but I wanted to say here that I heard it.

[nancygrrl.livejournal.com]

Breathless am I..thank you.

[tiger-spot.livejournal.com]

I love you too. In an impressed kind of way.

[wordweaverlynn.livejournal.com]

Thank you.

[lylythe-strega.livejournal.com]

Wow - damn, woman. You are something else... :>

[ryanfirewitch.livejournal.com]

Oh. Wow.
Thank you. Thank you so much.

[elf]

Thank you.

Like molten diamond, this is. Hot and powerful and even when it cools, it will shimmer and cut.

[beautifulpyre.livejournal.com]

I'm so glad someone posted a link to this.

Hello!

[rmmcgrath.livejournal.com]

Beautiful!

[micheinnz.livejournal.com]

Thank you.

[dragonrose1125.livejournal.com]

Found on a link back, and I'm so glad.

Amazing...

Bravo!

[only-ed.blogspot.com (from livejournal.com)]

Magnificent! I have also posted it on my blog with a link back to here, and the name Kiya N. Your words have Power.

[ryanfirewitch.livejournal.com]

I've been catching up on LJ, and I saw this, read it again, and... wow....

In the past few months, in my spiritual practice I've grown a lot closer to Set, and claiming some elbow room. I've been exploring love through the filter of some pretty intense kink. Yes, it is an act of war, of blood, of bone, of breath.

I'm glad I read this again. I really needed to see this today.