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[kiya]

I'm suspecting that what I've been parsing as 'some kind of long-term mild depression' is a situational effect resulting from being completely exhausted. The effects are similar to a depressive episode -- tendency to stay up too late followed by hypersomnia, difficulty focusing and getting things done, generalised anhedonia -- but instead of 'I can't wake up' sorts of hypersomnia it's the mild (but identical in effect) 'I could get up, but there is no reason on earth to actually bother with doing so'.

It's a good thing that I have Friedman killfiled, because otherwise I would have just gotten lots of ugly all over rasfc, and that's no good for anyone. He has now moved himself into the same category as Rosemary: "That sort of evil that destroys community in order to implement a profoundly defective utopia which is appealing only to itself", more or less.

I am tremendously amused by the Trader Joe's frozen French onion soup, which I picked up a while back and hadn't tried yet. I opened up the box, and what fell out into my hand but ... a shrink-wrapped cylinder of ice, with cheese cubes arranged at one end. I just find this hysterical. Also, slightly difficult to extract.

I still hate writing conclusions.

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[labrys6.livejournal.com]

I relate all to easily to the long-term mild depression. Gods only know what would get me out of bed some days if I didn't have to care for the woozles and walk Jayne the Beast. Sleeping issues and a desire to pull the pillow over my head at dawn....oh yeah. I have to impose super discipline: lists of things to be checked daily, things that keep me going. Some of them perhaps unexpectedly theraputic: change your jewelry, Cyn; put a days music on the CD changer; 1 hour "study" reading, 1 hour "pleasure" reading, 1 hour knitting....things of that nature. Reminding myself to connect to various signposts in my life does help. But, kudos to you, that onion soup pack would have overcome my coping ability, lol! :::::::walks off mumbling about wanting pancakes:::::::::