Still so tired.

[kiya]

Just ... completely frazzled, trying to get through the weekend. Next week, maybe I'll have time to remember how to be sane again.

While in the middle of trying to negotiate an emotionally complex situation that has one a little shaky is a less than ideal time to spend a while locked out of the house.

Went to the very good restaurant I have been wanting to get teinedreugan to tonight by using brooksmoses's visit as an excuse, and rescued arawen from whispercricket's parents along the way.

Discussion on rasfc makes me want to take the "You can't study magic unless you're really dedicated" trope and build a world in which magical success and capacity depends on raw lust for power ...