Miscellaneous realisations

[kiya]

When I find myself feeling guilty over what, if I poke at it enough, appears to be linear time, I probably need my perspective tweaked a bit.

Some of my recent conversational stress appears to be rooted in my communication packets (especially when under stress) don't have enough mass to trigger other people's ping responses. The fact that when I am uncertain about receipt I use smaller and smaller packets does not help.

My computer troubles are going to send me over the edge into complete madness. As if I didn't have enough on my mind. Zootlewurdle, zootlewurdle, zootlewurdle.

I'm going to go make myself something warm to eat in the hopes that it means I don't melt down.

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[pinkpolarity.livejournal.com]

*consoles about the stress*

It's weird, I can't shake the sense that you and I may be experiencing similar things, but I can't understand what you write enough to be sure, and it seems incredibly rude to keep asking you to translate for me. Makes me sad, for I think there's some Very Important Things whizzing over my head. :(

[kiya]

I'd rather you ask if you want to know than not.

(Communications issues lately have been largely composed of me saying things to vast, echoing spaces full of complete lack of anyone responding. I'd rather questions. Questions at least don't leave me feeling like I should go sit in a corner and be a good little decorative statue and maybe play with my toes if I need something to interact with.)