Footnote.

[kiya]

Whitney says, "I just spent somewhere between an hour and an hour and a half writing down as much as exists of what happened when I was sexually assaulted. This left me in a . . . rather strange mental state."
Whitney says, "I went to shower and had an impulse, and did the ritual purification part of my religious rituals. Normally when I do ritual purification, it's semi-symbolic -- I take the purifying tools and wash my mouth, and dump the rest on my head."
Whitney says, "I washed every inch of my skin. Between my toes. Behind my ears. My back. Every inch of it."
Whitney says, "I feel much better now."

I've written the commentary on the no-pity post, in other words. I may post it later. When I've decided what to do with it.

But I've washed away the isfet that came out and coated me while writing it. Scrubbed it away. I'm not sure where the impulse came from -- I'm not clean for ritual at the moment -- but . . .

I am pure, I am pure, I am pure.

Nekhtet!

Comments

[elisem.livejournal.com]

Coolness.

By the way, is beads good, that came to you?

[kiya]

Beads is indeed good. They're currently living on the mantel while I contemplate what they want to be in.

[meranthi.livejournal.com]

Good. Purity feels so good!!!