I feel like the Ten of Wands.

I keep doing small things to make it through what I have to do before Thursday, realising how much I have left to do, and having an overload reaction. Augh! Augh! Betcha my Bs are deficient again, I don't panic like this when I'm properly vitaminated. Must have good meals next couple of days and try to settle down.

I should make a list of things like I did for before the workshop and cross things out as I accomplish them, which might help. And I have more time to do it in, at least.

And the cats' nails need trimmed so they stop trying to rip up the house, and I have no idea where the damn clipper is. And I've been completely drained of emotional energy since at least last Tuesday night, and I don't know how to get it back. I keep trying to realign the souls, and I can't even tell if it's working. I should make time to do a full daily rite thing somewhere. Augh. Somewhere.

( To-do list. Making lists is soothing. )