Finished section 95, 404 words. (1133 total.)
Wrote section 96, 604 words.
And that's the six, so I sent it to
brooksmoses.
Burned a fair amount of kyphi, which at least has some of the emotional resonances of doing a proper Rite. My head stopped hurting quite so much eventually, not sure where or why.
I don't have the oomph in me to do the working out what the next bit is and writing it; so completely wrecked-tired. I have no emotional equilibrium whatsoever. I've got a lot of tired and hurt and can't-do-anything-right and no-brain and a bunch of other things all tangled up together, instead, and the part of my processing that's closest I've got to sane wants to stay up until dawn working on a statue of Setekh.
And I'm feeling darkly amused by the feeling that hell, it's been a while since I had a meltdown and whine in my journal, so I suppose we were about due anyway.
... that's the Yinepu statue I need to make. Okay. Iiiinteresting. And at least more constructable than what Wepwawet wants.
Wrote section 96, 604 words.
And that's the six, so I sent it to
Burned a fair amount of kyphi, which at least has some of the emotional resonances of doing a proper Rite. My head stopped hurting quite so much eventually, not sure where or why.
I don't have the oomph in me to do the working out what the next bit is and writing it; so completely wrecked-tired. I have no emotional equilibrium whatsoever. I've got a lot of tired and hurt and can't-do-anything-right and no-brain and a bunch of other things all tangled up together, instead, and the part of my processing that's closest I've got to sane wants to stay up until dawn working on a statue of Setekh.
And I'm feeling darkly amused by the feeling that hell, it's been a while since I had a meltdown and whine in my journal, so I suppose we were about due anyway.
... that's the Yinepu statue I need to make. Okay. Iiiinteresting. And at least more constructable than what Wepwawet wants.
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