Summary, since I don't know how much was posted about usefully:
I went on a religious retreat, and spent the last day or so thereof broken down in tears, generally shaking, howling and rocking in pain, and otherwise incapacitated. I have been picking up the damn pieces since then.
The effect of the epic meltdown was basically that everything in my life built on bullshit and lies fell apart, which included a large amount of my mental coping strategies around my perception of my disabilities, my ability to put up with stress, and... yeah.
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Date: 2013-02-12 03:54 am (UTC)I went on a religious retreat, and spent the last day or so thereof broken down in tears, generally shaking, howling and rocking in pain, and otherwise incapacitated. I have been picking up the damn pieces since then.
The effect of the epic meltdown was basically that everything in my life built on bullshit and lies fell apart, which included a large amount of my mental coping strategies around my perception of my disabilities, my ability to put up with stress, and... yeah.