Sort of ponderingly. . . (relationship structure and . . . stuff)

Sort of inspired by discussions with teal7, and partly due to some of my recent drama and . . . stuff. Trying to lay things out so I can see them.

( Relationship structure and personal revelations of its origins. )

( Grieving, authenticity, and scars. )

( Repeated terrors. )

That was long. Not entirely sure why I wanted to write it all down either.

The song that's playing now is a perfect fill for the Tune slot, so I'll stop while it's still true.

Medical fooishness.

teinedreugan says his mom's all right, and is being kept in the hospital for observation for the day. The tests don't show signs of a serious heart attack or any such.

And I finally have a fucking appointment for a physical. Admittedly, I held off on trying to get one through the time when erispope and then brooksmoses were visiting, but that little gap let me call and get one for 10 December on the first go, no call back later. Moomph. *sets up an email in her queue to send that afternoon for a reminder*

I wonder if the PA I see for physicals will ask me again if I'm still seeing both teinedreugan and brooksmoses. I'm about yea far from responding to that with, "No, I haven't gotten divorced since last we spoke" if she does.