Breathing for me is the knife edge of possible betrayal, because I can never be totally certain that going "breathe more, better, more gloriously" is actually going to *work*.
It's a lot better now after all the Feldenkrais work and after managing a year without picking up a serious lung funk. But twenty years of asthma response builds a lot of habits.
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Date: 2011-02-19 04:36 am (UTC)Breathing for me is the knife edge of possible betrayal, because I can never be totally certain that going "breathe more, better, more gloriously" is actually going to *work*.
It's a lot better now after all the Feldenkrais work and after managing a year without picking up a serious lung funk. But twenty years of asthma response builds a lot of habits.