I just have nothing. Nothing at all. I don't have the resources to be a good mother to my children right now, because trying to treat PTSD is kind of mentally all-consuming (the treatment I'm going through has as one of its side effects major, overwhelming exhaustion, which took me a bit by surprise) and another round of This Shit Again is more of This Shit than I'm equipped for.
It's hard to keep doing my research and sharing it with the community at times like this. I wanted to ragequit the universe the last time someone wanted to set me up as a strawman guru and take pot shots at me, too, I just had the resources to pretend to be gracious about it.
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I just have nothing. Nothing at all. I don't have the resources to be a good mother to my children right now, because trying to treat PTSD is kind of mentally all-consuming (the treatment I'm going through has as one of its side effects major, overwhelming exhaustion, which took me a bit by surprise) and another round of This Shit Again is more of This Shit than I'm equipped for.
It's hard to keep doing my research and sharing it with the community at times like this. I wanted to ragequit the universe the last time someone wanted to set me up as a strawman guru and take pot shots at me, too, I just had the resources to pretend to be gracious about it.
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